Monday, March 27, 2006

FROM THE INSIDE

For those of you who hate people who post lyrics to songs, very sorry and i hope you dont hold it against me.

FROM THE INSIDE by
[LINKIN PARK]

Don't know who to trust
No surprise
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts sift through dust
And the lies

Trying not to break
But I'm so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All i ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how
Trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me

I take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear/For the last time
I won't trust myself with you

Tension is building inside
Steadily
Everyone feels so far from me
Heavy thoughts forcing their way
Out of me

I won't trust myself with you
I won't waste myself on you
Waste myself on you
You

Thursday, March 23, 2006

First of all i would like to thank all of you for your kind and uplifting comments regarding my last post. Terribly sorry for the long interval between posts, but i have been exceedingly busy, and just havent had the time or the motivation to post.

Today really has been a pretty normal (boring and uneventful) day. Really the only thing that happened today was that Pastor Woodall decided that we would have Bible class outside, and so we all grabbed our coats and headed outdoors. Basically the idea was to scatter and have our personal devotions wherever we wanted to around the school. So naturally, being the adventerous and fearless person that i am, and accompanied by Hannah Rausch (to her credit) I decided to have my devotions on top of the old school bus. Hannah and i made it to the top, and were doing fine, when we espied Pastor Viars walking our way. Naturally, i became slightly uneasy and agitated, wondering what reaction our stunt would bring forth from Pastor Viars. Needless to worry he just made small talk with the construction workers working near the bus and then casually strolled over to where Hannah and I had positioned ourselves. Naturally he asked us what we were doing, and whittingly i replied, "we're trying to get closer to God." Very smugly he asked us if the 5 feet change of position made any difference and to that i replied, "every little bit helps." After our encounter with Pastor Viars everything went smoothly until it was time to go back in." Overall i thought that that Bible class was fun, exciting and educational.

Looking forward to the play and my weekend. It should be fairly eventful.

Thanx for reading